I don’t ask very often for a little encouragement but tonight I’m needing some. S and I are supposed to go to Chicago on Thursday for a little adult time which we need but I’m finding myself making excuses to stay. What’s really happening is that I don’t want to leave E. This isn’t even the first time. I’ve taken multiple business trips, which I seem to be able to rationalize. This trip, being recreational, is making me feel selfish. We are only going to be gone two days but it’s bothering me.
So remind me momma’s that’s it’s ok. That I need to do this for S who has yet to get out overnight since E was born. I’m just a little bummed.